A little boy

Dear Baby,

I've been thinking a lot about you lately.  Are you going to be a good angel baby, or one of the fussy type?  What are you going to be when you grow up, and what is your personality like?  Are you going to have beautiful dark hair like your dad?  Or be bald til two like me?  And when will I be able to feel you baby - really feel you? I think I have, but I don't know for sure, and everyone says that you know it when you feel it, so lets just say that I have a wild imagination that thinks I've felt you, but really I haven't yet.... but maybe I have... who knows.

I also have some big ground breaking news for you.  I think I'd be ok if you are a boy.  If you're a girl I'll still love you too, I just want to let you know, I'm ok and excited either way.  {For the record, I did guess boy on the family guess sheet}.  But the more I think about it, I realize that little boys are fun and cute and wild and I'd love you so much!  I mean I do love you so much, I really can't wait to meet you!  Everybody is excited to meet you.  You have lots of aunts and uncles excited to play with you, and even more cousins to run around with {many more to follow on the Fullmer side}.  I just wanted to reassure you, myself, and everybody else I've told I 'wanted' a girl, that I'll be excited if your a boy, too.  But really, I know that Heavenly Father knows you, and that He knows me and daddy too, and He has the perfect plan for our little family and He knows what would be best for all of us.  Its still killing me to know what you are, but I guess I can wait a week and a half.  There are so many things I want to tell you and ask you, but I guess I'll just have to wait and watch you grow up.  I love you baby.

Love, 

Mommy

P.S.  I've decided that we're going to have lots of magical moments like this - just to let you know :)