February 18, 2011

life.is.hard.

it really is sometimes.
I hate that life is really good at picking you up from behind and just kind of throwing you somewhere, and usually you don't want to be there.
Welcome to the past few days of our life.

I know that there's great lessons to be learned from all experiences, and I do want to learn and grow, but its ok to just be sad, and let it all out, and have a few recuperating days right?
As long as I promise to pick myself back up soon.

There's a song that kind of expresses really well how I'm feeling right now.
Its called 'Sometimes He lets it Rain' by Katherine Nelson
{couldn't find a youtube video...sorry. you'll just have to trust that its a good song}

"...Sometimes it takes a storm to lead a heart where it can grow.
He can move mountains of grief, and oceans of pain.
But sometimes He lets it rain..."

I'm so grateful that I know even though Heavenly Father gives us trials, He's always there.
He knows that we can handle, and He gave me Jeremy, so I can definitely do whatever He asks of me. I feel kind of hypocritical because of the title of my blog... but hey, I'm not perfect.

2 comments :

  1. I'm sorry! Just keep dancing in the rain :o) I've had so many experience with me not following what the Lord wants me to do, or not believing that the answer I got was an answer and not just me making it up. He always paves my path steeper when I did this.

    I knew BYU-I would be the best school for me but I didn't want to go, then I didn't get into BYU even thought I had the stats for it. That wasn't even the most life-changing one! We didn't plan on getting pregnant so soon in our marriage, but now we wouldn't have it any other way!

    The Lord knows best, and sometimes that's just hard to take. Ugh!! I feel your pain, girl :o) Just keep holding on! The lessons you'll learn will be priceless!

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  2. I'm sorry! Just keep dancing in the rain :o) I've had so many experience with me not following what the Lord wants me to do, or not believing that the answer I got was an answer and not just me making it up. He always paves my path steeper when I did this.

    I knew BYU-I would be the best school for me but I didn't want to go, then I didn't get into BYU even thought I had the stats for it. That wasn't even the most life-changing one! We didn't plan on getting pregnant so soon in our marriage, but now we wouldn't have it any other way!

    The Lord knows best, and sometimes that's just hard to take. Ugh!! I feel your pain, girl :o) Just keep holding on! The lessons you'll learn will be priceless!

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